Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dreams. Show all posts

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Fervour Fears Feist

Chills spiral through to fruition. Mongrel dogs howl hypnotic through the darkness. Our fear feels, as comfort in numbers sits illusive. Journey's whisper is close, unseen, but awareness that her proximity is immediate, I steady my shaking hand. 

"Take another step!"

Thoughts of distant are irrelevant. It's here and now only for this moment, forever. Digest the setting, the sky folds through ripples of time and space. We can travel the impossible distance, whoever deemed impossible, never accomplished. I reach up and pluck stars, curing heartache forever. 

My DeLorean hums. I'm attacking horizons, spinning hesitations fear me. Gum trees blurrrrr. 
Eighty-Eight miles per hour, and I'm standing still. 

I've forgotten where I came from, and severely doubt the road that lies before me. Plucked from my own experience, I can't trust my perceptions of the future. Can I trust the past? Doubtful, recollections are faint, and wear pigs heads as masks, dancing naked round burning bushes. Fuck the meaning. I take off my pig head and am conscious. 

I'm not sure I can tell the difference between my day and night dreams. I find my imagination is working much more these days. I chalk it up to more viscera activity. My guts have been churning, my surroundings impacting my consumptions. Goon Sacks. Direct connection resulting in revelation. It's working, so habits changing is extremely unlikely. And why would I want to change? Why would you want to change? Careful now. Self-examination is dangerous if you're not qualified. Like self-medicating is frowned upon if you're not a doctor. But don't worry, I went to film school, I'm a qualified self-examiner. Introspection gets convoluted swift. I recommend balancing it out by self-medicating. I'm also a doctor, in my dreams. 

I have some pictures to upload as well, but I keep forgetting the card reader when I venture to town. I'll describe one of my favorites to keep your curiosities at bay. The set-up. Salty, Troy, Matt, and myself drove into Canberra the other day to gather supplies. On the way back I took some pictures from the back seat while we drove. Lets say, blurred lines transpired. Stay tuned friends. 

Monday, June 10, 2013

Cluster Heads full of Stars

 [Goals to the end of the Universe]
 [Heads full of Stars]
Cluster heads full of Vast
Distracted last
To the ends of the universe
Spells oft cast
Distilled, tasted curse
 [Jindabyne, NSW, Australia]
[Night Trails]

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Vivid's Only Half

To say vivid is understated. Dreams illusive majority. 

Riding skyward, seemingly upward into the stratosphere
Perched upon a precariously high ledge in a mountain range taller than I've ever seen
Giant snowfields scream
I enter a community of quaint but meticulously constructed dwellings
The path I walk is sheer rockface, clinging, I manoeuvre along
A local elder shimmys past, hot beverage in hand, not phased by depths unseen below
I fear for the only moment in this journey
Lucid awareness of my situation, means falling would translate to immediate dismissal 
Hand and foot holds stay true
I round a corner and vast beauty greets my minds eye
Snowfields forever, jagged cliffs hold them steady
An enchanting Beauty greets me, she beacons me to follow
I walk, not rushed, but earnest
Weaving between clusters of stone and homes
Warm and earnest souls follow my journey from dark corners
Neither dread nor apprehension enter my thoughts
I follow, as Beauty leads round corner after corner
I'm now standing on the precipice
Green water greener than green itself
Never have I seen placid like this
Impervious to the bitter howls of high born winds
I can't help but hold and stare, caught mesmerized
Beauty whispers 
Attention immediately shifts
We enter her home on waters edge
This place is comfortable, ancient, and adorned accordingly
Beauty's father enters, his soul feels older than time
He looks at me for an eternity
In that time I stand, locked eye to eye
The moment passes and he is gone
Just beauty and I stand
I dare to glance upon her only to find myself alone
The abandon doesn't touch my heart
She is still with me
I leave the confines of the endless
And wander strengthened by what I now know
I look downwards, discovering deep green placid under my feet
I walk no more, but instead look to the eternal sky above
And wake.